absolutely disappointed at MANY things in life..
which also will cont leading to the ques of WHY! i wonder how come everything has a linkage to this word.. hmm..
there goes me doing more like saying something which i really regretted but the other party.. i WONDER why.. still conts ignoring me after me trying to apologize! WORST is when this person treats me like a wall.. THICK BLANK WALL! haih.. i guess owner got a point on it, SOME day, this person will talk back to u.. i just wonder when.. haih..
then comes to this funny case.. which is really funny.. i waited for 2 months for this person to tell me the truth which i alr knew.. but in the end.. i had to confront this person with the truth i know just so that this person will not cont to ignore the situation! sounds really complicating.. but then life.. the even more funny thing is that this person suddenly one day comes up to me and said.. friends are so intimidate among each other.. and this person started stating out all the points.. which i got to do some twisting here and there and finally direct this whole topic and point it back at this person.. just so this person can tell directly straight to me what is happening.. weird friends.. but was really fun convor.. painful too to know the truth.. abit hard ot accept the truth even till now after 2 months.. reality is like that.. accept the FACT! life is nvr fair!
then it goes to another one.. don't really wan to jot down too much but if u know u are the person who i am addressing to.. just rmbed what i said.. stop being a P___________ forever in life.. things will go but it will come back.. don't expect it to come and go forever in life.. it should be ONE TIME SOLVED and OVER WITH! am really hoping that i can lend a hand more into ur life.. but as what owner said.. no one can force u.. u got to willingly admit that it is a struggle and then lay it all down before God.. humbling urself down and then slowly in brokenness bringing urself up..
finally after all those cases.. now this case i really feel like hantaming someone.. but i guess i can't.. since God say that it is a must that j'taime! BUT in bible terms k! me think super straight forward wan.. hahaha.. bet u gng to vomit blood d.. hahha.. do rmb the number 48 la.. i like what owner said.. "i can't pray for u for that thing to not relapse.. coz u purposely sendiri want to activate it".. i was laughing.. mind u, i was with her when u sms.. 1. wrong fellow u sms to.. 2. wrong timing! hahaha..
today wasn't such a productive day.. ystrdy night was OVER productive.. still very very troubled over it.. shall not say too much here.. haih.. it is one of the things which i nvr like to look forward to.. but then no choice since it takes place quite frequently.. just got to really pray that the united-ness is there.. one body of Christ, one spirit, one voice.. haih..
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