for right

last time was 5.00 , now is 4.50

then last time 1.25 , now is 1.75

for left

last time 4.50 , now 4.25

then last time 1.50 , now is 1.25

3 good 1 bad..

YAY!!!!!

can it last for another 3 more yrs???

one after the other.... some easy ... some difficult... some short while... some super long .... some forever ....

some listen ... some understand... some stubborn ... some dont care ... some know yet do different .... some lazy ... some i dunno what....

my question : how angry is God?

not so much of why is it happening... but how hurt is God?

can ppl understand the hurt of God?

can ppl make Him happy again?

how to please Him back?

how to change when so stubborn? when dont believe? when no faith?

so what next? God forgives.... He forgives forever .... but does He still like the way it is done?

from time to time.. as time pass... the stories are from low to high to super chun that goes stunt...

not being able to answer = failure?

not being able to understand = failure of trust?

not being able to give a solution = ????

is it my job?

am i supposed to be there?

why me?

giving empty vessels?

things which will make one die instead of live!

am i still qualified?

havent even pass yet can perform ? what does one view?

how to answer ppl ? how to talk / share ? stare is the answer! and just say sorry?

what will the reaction be?

it is easy if it goes smooth

but what if

what if loneliness conquer?

what if it returns?

will God cont. forgiving?

will God say i am DONE?

will God cry?

ppl come ppl go ..

sometimes go when not supposed to go

sometimes come when unexpected..

one by one go ..

some come back .. some really go .. some stagnant for dunno how long and just wait till wither go or miracle

those that come back ... everyone praise God... some go ... ppl ask why ...some stagnant ... ppl start pleading day and night...

only one request from me... that the fam will know who is the TRUE GOD... that is sad... imagine ur own ppl not following... not believing... not trusting... not having faith... haih .... that is my why.... why change? why from good became this? how big influence can impact????? why????

when one go ... another one got to happen .. again ques is who next? one by one .... day by day... it is endless...

thank God though that all are ok for some.... improving which is reallly praise God... although it takes forever... but it is slowly.... slow and steady...